Monday 7/11 - Start of summer school, Movies w/ Luis
Tuesday 7/12 - Thi Minh’s surprise birthday dinner
Wednesday 7/13 - Date
Thursday 7/14 - On Broadway
Friday 7/15 - Work, Study, boo …
Saturday 7/16 - Movie hangout, Decos

… is going to be awesome! ;)

I spoke too soon. That’s why I choose to get to know someone before getting too serious because later on, people start to show their flaws and some are just not acceptable, at least for me. I mean, I know I shouldn’t judge because I’m friends with a lot of people with bad habits & good intentions but I shouldn’t lower my standards. There is better and I deserve better.

If not me, then no one else. And sometimes people wonder why I am so quiet and here is one of the reasons, no one really listens to me when I  speak. It’s either, I say my part and they completely disregard my words and goes back talking about themselves or they hear me but don’t bother to pay attention. OR they interrupt me when I’m speaking. And that right there is the MOST ANNOYING THING SOMEONE CAN DO. I know that I don’t have much extravagant stories to tell but I do have a couple stories to share and I can show you my true personality if you just let me get a word in! But once I speak, people zone out. Is it me? Am I or my stories boring? Then why do people drag along in my life? Story is, no one cares enough to listen. I’m tired of always being the listener. But majority of people are just full of themselves. I should be used to it by now. The qualities that I need most & admire is someone who will listen and care. It’s sad how that’s rare to find.

simplydop3:

Just focused…well that plus me not giving a damn.

(via beesoleme)

• Summer school for me officially starts next week, July 11. I’m looking forward to it a bit because it’ll give me something to do and I’m excited to take Sociology but I’m not happy about going 4 days a week from 10am-2pm and having it interfere with my summer plans.
• I work 2 days a week, still. I might as well not be working but I stay for my boss and it’s extra money coming in so it’s all good. :) Recently, Syda and I convinced my boss and co-worker that I have a boyfriend. LOL. She always like to have conversations with me about guys/relationships and I think my co-worker has a crush on me which creeps me the hell out because he’s freakin’ in his late 20s or something but we figured it would stop it all. Haha. My boss told me a couple times that I act differently now and when people have a significant other in their life she can tell because they have a certain glow which I find HILARIOUS because I don’t even have a boyfriend! It’s non-sense. -.- lol
• I still need to watch Transformers 3: Dark of the Moon.
• I didn’t do anything special on 4th of July. I actually spent Independence Day by myself. ;) Cruised the city, shopped, and stayed at home. I ventured out to Chollas Lake to catch some fireworks but that place was PACKED! I didn’t know people would be there, so I went home and just heard fireworks rather than being able to watch it … boo.
• The common problem that I tend to have w/ guys is that we never seem to move at the same pace. Majority of guys want to move so fast and that’s just not me. I would feel better knowing what I’m getting myself into before I start to have feelings. I enjoy taking my time getting to know someone before I make any moves and I wish guys would do the same and actually cared.
• Oh, I encountered the most scandalous thing this summer and the most awkward moment in my life but it’s the least of my worries. Friends, people just like to surprise me and show their true colors. But I’m just glad I’m not stupid and had the chance to say exactly what needed to be heard. Thanks for the apology though, after someone had to notify you about your stupid actions. Ha.
• I went on my first road-trip this summer w/ Patty to see Davilyn in Long Beach. It was the first time that I drove that far and long! 2 hours back and forth jammin’ to music on our way there and back to keep awake where people looked at us crazy. Also, being there going to Guppy’s Teahouse for the first time, shopping at this HUGE Forever 21 and having a pool function. ;) Haha, it was fun. 
• You know, there is a certain group of people where I can act the most obnoxious and crazy with and they won’t judge me at all because they’re more crazy than me! But that’s what I love. There’s never a dull moment with them, seriously. Hahah. Whether it’s just taking wackyass pictures that no one will ever understand, singing our lungs out to the randomest song and having our nicknames and personal jokes. No one will compare. <3
• My dad taught me how to hand-wash my car the other day! I usually go to the shop and spend $7-8 every other 2 weeks but now I can spare some money and do it myself. :)
• I usually base my feelings off of the butterflies that I feel from being w/ someone. I haven’t felt butterflies like this in a while and it’s cute. Haha :)
• I still have the urge to go to 6 Flags before my summer ends! @#$%
• This weekend is my uncle’s 100 Day Celebration after his death. I still can’t believe he’s gone … </3 I’m just looking forward to spending time w/ my family.
• I turned 20 on June 25. I spent my day at Paradise Point and then went midnight bowling. I can say that my day didn’t go as planned. I cried a bit, was disappointed and I’ve had far better birthdays. People really don’t understand what invites only means and I didn’t like how people said they were going to come but didn’t. I don’t know why I decided to do much more this year. I have more friends and I wanted to do something where everyone can come together and making it at my place, normally, wouldn’t have worked. I should have made it simple w/ the originals because it was always fun that way but it was okay. I’m glad I got to spend it w/ good company. I wish more of my family and friends I haven’t seen in a while were there though. But I am out of the teens and moving forward to the grown-up life. >.<
• OH, I learned how to swim. Just a little bit. [x

Mmm … yeah. Summer has been chill so far and I’ve been happy. Whether I’m at home with nothing to do or out and about in the city, I always enjoy where I’m at because I don’t really have anything to worry about without the thought of school over my head. Life is good. :)